Scout Katherine Turkel
STARRING
They think I am not maternal
I am just a private mother
Your preference for the most intricate river
The earth gone shimmering
It takes everything
To be so feminine
I make one prediction
From fear of new appearance
I think I am at the door
I consider form alike a law I love
To be made meager
The costumed dewdrop
Signals a miscarriage of night
Miserable and equal deaths
My thoughts on pregnancy
Remain unprintable
I am unthinking the mountain
Nervously as clicking switch
The lilac run beneath the mountain
I could instruct them carefully
I could carefully develop an instruction
To locate that dimmer shore
To corner you
You for whom a light springs up
I think only of your work
Just kidding
I think only of your cock
I write a story starring your cock
To harbor the one prophecy
To memo my relation to shame
I return to technique
It is my “job” to know this
The technical patterning of sand
A shudder of waves and moss
A “burgeoning” springtime
The metal roots of things
Mornings composed of liquids
A heap of cherry hearts
The most delicate shells compose a face
That face that looks alike to yours
Tonight the leaves turn downward
The sky’s different path
A word for too much word
SCOUT KATHERINE TURKEL was born in California. Scout’s poetry can be found in bæst: a journal of queer forms & affects, Oversound, and Tagvverk.